I've got a new job - and this job is in.....London
Now I've often dreamed of getting a job there so I could move away from home and start meeting others gays and maybe even build a life for myself there
But now it has come, I'm actually really apprehensive...
What if I get there and nothing changes? What if I put myself out there and get nothing back? What if I continue to live this (somewhat) boring and sheltered life?
Suddenly, what I most wanted, I've become very fearful of...
What I do know however is that I've got to give this a go, or I will regret it...I've turned down other opportunities in my life through lack of confidence and it just can't continue - I got a life to live dammit! Also, its the things that are hard and scary that end up being the most worthwhile - change is never easy.
SCARY TIMES! Hopefully though this could, just maybe, be the start of something - who knows...
I've got a little bit of time yet so I can get used to the idea, but **** this looks like its happening! lol
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Congratulations, sounds like a great situation!! NO FEAR just enjoy yourself!!
ReplyDeleteYeh exactly, NO FEAR, lets do this! lol Cheers Johnny P
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ReplyDeleteLondon is the best city in the world for gays! you're going to love it there! the life in the general and all the gay parts of it also! Soho, Vauxhall, the bars the parties, meeting new people! enjoy!
ReplyDeletethanks Mr Unknown!
DeleteI am happy for you and hope things work out for you in your new life. I know about fear all to well (I wrote about it last time) and don't let it stop you from what could be a great adventure. All the best.
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